Letting goWhy do I keep doing thisLetting go by ~MarickofCG
Alway tourchering myself by thinking something is there
She doesn't care anymore
She's moved on
She has started a whole new life
Without me
There is nothing I can do now
But let her go
I just hope she doesn't fall into what she did last time
I don't want to see her in pain anymore
I just want to see her happy for once
It's no longer realThis is how it isIt's no longer real by ~MarickofCG
It's not going to change
You know what you want but you can't have it
It's the closest it's ever been
But also the furthest
You see it right in front of you
Yet it passed so long ago
You hear her voice
But see only darkness
You sense her presence
But you are all alone
You feel her touch
But you've gone numb
By myselfI thought you loved meBy myself by ~MarickofCG
but it seems I fell for it again
I thought you cared about me
but it was just another game
I keep falling for the same thing
All the lies and tricks
They never stop
It happens all the time
Always with the I love you's
Then comes the I hate you's
It never stays the same
It's always changing
Why can't I find the right one
The one who loves me and means it
The one who cares and shows it
I think I'm just meant to be like this forever though
Never to find her
Always to walk by myself
True loveI look into your eyes and see what I have always wantedTrue love by ~MarickofCG
You are my hopes and dreams
and the only one for me
Without you I couldn't see going on
You're the reason why I'm still here
You're all the good in my life
All the pain I had is gone
Now that I have you
Everytime we talk you bring a smile to my face
and I fall deeper in love with you
You'll never know how much you've done just by saying a few simple words
but they mean the world to me
and I never want it to change
Artistic IntercourseArtistic Intercourse by ~Mayakashi
Music winds beyond your room, dancing its way to my window, where slips past the pin-prick sized holes in my gossamer curtains. Upon reaching me, it's just a jumble of words, a hint of melody blending with the patter of rain outside my room. Still, the garbled music forms a tenuous bond between our two lives, tendrils of which are weighed down by pregnant droplets of water.
A faint drumming makes its way into my room as well, mixing with the percussion of splashing raindrops. Your palms slap against the stretched leather, music flowing from your fingertips. I close my eyes and let the rhythm overtake me.
Your hands keep time against my body
glad you enjoyed my work so much and its deeply appreciated 
Sta.sh
